Wednesday, June 29, 2011

If Angels Could Talk To Us, Im Sure This Is What They Would Say!!!!!

Sorry I didn't get to stay.
To laugh and run and play.
To be there by your side.
I'm sorry that I had to die.
God sent me down to be with you,
to make your loving heart anew.
To help you look up and see
Both God and little me.
Mommy, I wish I could stay.
Just like I heard you pray.
But, all the angels did cry
when they told little me goodbye.
God didn't take me cause He's mad.
He didn't send me to make you sad.
But to give us both a chance to be
a love so precious .. don't you see?
Up here no trouble do I see
and the pretty angels sing to me.
The streets of gold is where I play
you'll come here too, mommy, someday.
Until the day you join me here,
I'll love you mommy, dear.
Each breeze you feel and see,
brings love and a kiss from me.

After reading this poem. It made me think of the song "Wish You Were Here". One of my all time favorites!!!!

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Landon's 3rd Birthday!!!

Three years ago, God blessed me with a beautiful little boy, Landon Kade. If I could go back in time and live those years over again, I would. I wouldn't trade any of the memories for anything in this world. He is my little man and his daddy's little buddy. I am so thankful for God giving him to me and giving me three years with him and I hope that I have many more years with him :) Mommy loves you Landon Kade. Here are a few pictures of my baby boy!!!

June 26,2008 Newborn

1 month old

Landon 1 year old

2 years old

3 years old

Monday, June 20, 2011

Father's Day!!!

 I just want to say that I am so thankful for my Heavenly Father, Earthly Father, and Husband.
First of all my Heavenly Father, without Him, I wouldn't be here today. He loved me enough to let His Son die on the cross for me so that I could be forgiven and have everlasting life. Also I am thankful that He loves me enough to give me another day to wake up with my little family, for being my strong tower when I was going through the hardest times of my life, and for just loving me for I am so unworthy.
Second my dad, I want to thank him for always being there for me. He has been there for me during heartbreaks, break-ups, my miscarriage. He has always tried to give me anything that I wanted and I am thankful for that. My husband isn't lol because he says that I am spoiled. To my daddy, I love you!!!       

My daddy and I on my wedding day :) 
Last my husband, he is the best daddy ever. I couldn't have chosen a better daddy for my boys. He loves them and he loves me. He tries to give us the best life that he can. Yes, he does spoil us. He allows me to be a stay at home mom with our kids and I am so thankful for that. He is my rock and best friend. I love him so much!!!

My husband and the boys, the day Maddox was born :) Landon was so excited to be a big brother.

  Now to the rest of the Fathers. I hope you guys had a great Father's Day. No matter if you are a father to an Angel in Heaven or an Angel who walks on Earth, you are still a daddy and so loved :)

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

From An Angel In Heaven!!!

I saw this poem and wanted to share with all of my friends!!! Hope you guys have a great rest of the week!!!

Hello Mommy,
I just want you to know how much I Love You.
...I am great,
......I am in Jesus' arms,
And I get to be with all of the other beautiful children.

Mommy, its okay to cry,
But dont be sad for me,
I am happy and here there is no sorrow or pain.

Mommy, I want you to do something for me,
I want you to do all you can to make this world a better place.

Find all of the Mommies like you,
And help all of the other Mommies that lose their babies,

Mommy, you are beautiful,
Go out and make this world a beautiful place.

Mommy, I love you

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Have You Ever Had One Of Those Days?

Have you ever had one of those days where nothing went right and all you wanted to do was cry? All you could think about was sad things? Loved ones that you have lost? Well that is what I am having today. Going down memory lane makes me so sad. I just wished that I could have just one more day with everyone that I have lost in my life. Then I get to looking at my friends and thier stories and I cry with them because my heart breaks for them too. It hurts to think about the what ifs. What if they were here, what would they be doing. Well the thing that makes me happy is knowing that one day soon, I will get to see the what ifs when I get to Heaven. All I have to do is keep my mind on the goal and that is to make it to Heaven. Then Heaven will be my reward!!! To get to Heaven I have to make sure that I believe in Christ, ask Him to forgive me for my sins, live for Him, and share His love with others. They have to see a difference in me and that is what I am trying to do is show them that I am different now and that I lived each day to be more like Christ. Through all my hurt and pain, God has never left my side and I am so thankful for that. I have seen Him perform miracles and answer prayers and I am so thankful for that. I hope that everyone has a Blessed day!!! I know that I am going to try to make the best of whats left in this day!!! Pray for me and I will be praying for you :)  <3 Love to all my BLMs <3

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Kind Words!!!

Do you remember hearing the saying "if you can't say anything nice, don't say anything at all"? Well that is so true. Being nice to others is something that can make a life changing difference in that person's life. Even when people aren't as nice to you, do what the Bible says and turn the other cheek. You don't know what that person may have been through that day. They could have lost a job, lost a loved one, tried to kill themselves, depressed, got a divorce, had a break-up, etc. I could go on and on. So next time you see someone that looks down or that is having a bad day. Give them a word of encouragement, you never know if what you said to them may have changed their lives. You may have helped them through their depression and bad thoughts about their lives so please encourage everyone you see. I know there have been times when I thought that no one else cared but you know what, I was wrong because God Cares!!! When it seems that you have no one else, you have God. God is our Strength and Strong Tower and He will never leave us nor forsake us. Share His love with others so that they can experience how Great our God is!!!! Life is too short to live depressed, down and out. Cheer up because God loves you. When you hurt, He hurts. As the Bible says, I've never seen the righteous forsaken!!! I found a poem that I wanted to share. The thing that makes me the happiest is knowing that as long as I live for Christ and have that personal relationship with him, that one day, I will get to meet my sweet Angel again!!! God promised that He has a place prepared for me. Oh how excited I am to see that day!!! I know that living for God has been the best thing in my life. I will soon get to see all my loved ones who have gone on before me. We are all children of God but it takes more that just being His child to get to Heaven. You have to have a personal relationship with Him!!! We have to accept Him as our personal Savior and lay off the old coat and put on the new. Meaning do away with all the things of our past that made us sin and start living for Him. Praying for all of my Blog Friends!!! I know people may write mean things on your blogs but don't worry about them. God will take care of them. You reap what you sow!!!

Special Angel
Author unknown
There is a special Angel in Heaven
That is a part of me
It is not where I wanted her
But where God wanted her to be
She was here just a moment
Like a night time shooting star
And though she is in Heaven
She isn't very far
She touched the hearts of many
Like only an Angel can do
I would have held her every moment
If the end I only knew
So I send this special message
To heaven up above
Please God take care of my Angel
and send her all my love

Landon and Maddox